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This track is about losing friendships due to mental health & chronic illness, but learning to heal from those past mistakes and allowing yourself to evolve. Sonically it’s takes on a more traditional pop sound, mixed with some Hyperpop/electronica elements.

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i keep picking at the scab that healed long ago
took a step back gave myself vertigo
yeah it’s not your fault but mine
and now I’m thinking of the place where we used to have fun
think I’m my own enemy wanted and on the run
yeah it’s not your fault but mine

even if I’m not there
even if you’re not aware
in my mind you’re still right there
you’re still right there

i cope by always avoiding
find myself always recoiling
feel my skin slowly reforming
like snakeskin
shedding my snakeskin

maybe my egos big or I’m just gullible
keep on believing that I’m just dysfunctional
keep coming round keep coming down
feel like I’m multiple
keep coming round keep falling down
guess I’m destructible
because making friends is hard
but keeping them is harder
no one warns you of this
you lose as you grow older
but maybe it’s just me and maybe I’m the problem
yeah I know that it’s me
and I don’t think that I can solve em

now you’re not there
I’m so aware
but in my mind you just don’t care
just don’t care

(pre- chorus)

(chorus)

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from MODESTA (VOLUME TWO) - BANDCAMP EDITION, released October 6, 2022

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GIGSY Oxford, UK

GIGSY is an electronic indie rock pop musician who blends the classic dark synth pop sound of the 80s, with the brash female vocals of the 90s and the rise of electronica pop from modern day. She’s been compared to the likes of MARINA, Gwen Stefani, Kate Bush, Lady Gaga and Grimes. ... more

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